Janine's ♥

2012-02-14T16:13:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINE DAY EVERYONE!

I will like to express my thoughts about Valentine Day.
My facebook is kinda of been flooded by this quote:
14th Feb , forever alone.
Actually I just want to tell you guys it doesn't matter if you are alone on a Valentine Day.
Valentine Day doesn't mean celebrate with your loved ones only.
You can celebrate it with you close friends that are always with you.
If somehow if you really got a bf/gf, Valentine Day is nothing really special.
If you love each other, Valentine day is everyday for both of you guys.
To the singles, don't be despair at all.
True love will come to you one day.
Maybe not now, not tomorrow, but in the near future.
God has plan someone special for you, so you got to wait awhile.
No point rushing when it comes to LOVE.
I just find that in finding your "someone", you got to take time.
Maybe god wants you to wait longer, so when that "someone" comes along,
you know how to cherish him/her.

As for me, I am still single.
I use to think why I don't have a Valentine during this day.
But as I grow up, I realize I don't need a Valentine to make my day.
My close friends, cliques are the one who make my day everyday.
When I am down, got noone to talk, they are always there for me.
They are always here for me. I am very grateful to them.

So Valentine day for me is just a normal day.
But I do wish that all couples have a sweet sweet day today :)

Off to rest as I am down with fever, flu and many other illness:)

Enjoy your day today even though you are single:)

2011-12-25T18:30:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS

6 more days and it will be the end of 2011.
Has everyone achieve their resolution you made the start of this year?
I hope everyone did achieve their resolution.
Just 2 months & 2 weeks before my attachment ends.
After attachment, I finally graduate from ITE.
Somehow I will miss my studying years in ITE.
Including all my classmates and teachers :(
Going to post about them in my next post before this year ends.
but for now, i need to catch some shows first.

Have a great christmas day today:)

2011-11-28T20:16:00.003+08:00

It has been such a long time for me to blog.
Today post will be a wordy post, so if you don't like it, just leave my blog.

I dont know how to pin my thoughts into words but I'll try my best.

14 Sep 2011, I met HIM.
Someone who was important to me that time.
I met him with one of his friend for lunch before work starts.
He wasn't the handsome guy which girls will like;
But why bother about how he looks?
The first meal we had is Long John Silver.
And I was having a bad diarrhoea and he insist that I should have mine dinner.
But in the end, I just ate one slice of fish and pass to his friend.
He make the first step to hold on to my hand, and I was too blur to realize;
And I even ask him why his hand moving towards my hand.
The second time, he tried again, and I realize what he want.
Both of our hands are lock together after that.
I was somehow shy but feel very happy.
I couldn't describe the feelings I had that day:>
I knew all along I was smiling sweetly inside my heart, because I found HIM.
And we walk from LJS to mine clinic.
Before he left, he kiss me on mine cheeks, it was so sweet.

But that was all in the past.
We had broke off because I am not suitable for him.
But I still had feelings for him even though we broke up.
Somehow I hope that we will get back together, but I knew it was impossible.
Maybe all along it was mine own thinking and thoughts.
Maybe I was a big fool in this love game.
I don't know whether his feelings for me are true.
I have many doubts but I still love him.
I guess I really love HIM too much.

I couldn't control myself for not falling in love with him even though he told me the truth.
Am I been a fool for holding on to a r/s that will not be back with me?
HE affects my mood, my thought and everything.
How am I going to forget HIM?!?!
I should be angry with him for lying to me about so many things.
But I did not.
This is not me at all, I hate liars and I hate them when they lie to me.
But why this time round, I can forgive him???!!!
I don't understand myself anymore :'(
I am always worry about him him him!
Nobody but him, but I told myself not to bother too much.
Brain and heart are not communicating well enough.

And the bad news is , HE is going to ROM next month.
I totally break down when I heard the news.
I told his close friends how I feel.
I dont wisht to be the 3rd party in a r/s.
I could only give him my blessing and wishes.
Be normal infront of him and his friends.
My heart was bleeding badly :'(
Can anyone tell me how to stop a wound bleeding?
I just want to drink drank drunk.
I am making all my friends worried about me.
I need to forget all the memories but I know it will take years.

By typing out all this, I am crying in my heart but not on the outside.
My heart was aching even badly, my wound getting deeper and bigger.
I need to find ways to stop it.

For now, I will lock up my heart to prevent it from being hurt again.
I will not go into any r/s even if I meet some better guys out there.
I vow to myself this and I know I can do it for sure.

I found this on facebook about JULY BABY CHARACTER:

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

SO TRUE :)

That all for today post.
LASTLY, I LOVE YOU.
I HOPE YOU WILL BE HAPPY AND HOPE YOU WILL HAVE A HAPPY MARRIAGE.
LOVE HER, TREASURE HER, CONTROL YOUR TEMPER:)
GIVE IN TO HER AND LASTLY DON'T TAKE HER FOR GRANTED.
SHE IS REALLY BETTER THAN ME, TC ATPA

2011-11-11T23:51:00.002+08:00

11.11.11

a day which occur once in a lifetime.
Have you spend this special day with someone?
Or have you spend your time to catch 11.11.11 11.11am/pm?
Actually, 11.11.11 is just a normal day with beautiful dates.
No wishes will come true in fact.
But everyone is catching the date and time.
I just like this date but i didn't catch it and wish upon a wish.

2011-09-30T18:14:00.000+08:00

To whom it may concern

You really make me fall from somewhere high;
And I hurt the most.
The most hurtful relationship I ever had in mine whole life.
Thank you because I learn a lesson.
I guess I will meet someone better.
And yeah I did, but it didn't end up well too.
Guess I am jinx in love.

TATATATA

2011-09-28T01:16:00.001+08:00

Did I change alot within this few years?

It is mine last week of holidays. :>
And I did enjoy my holidays, because I did not rot at home all day along.
Oh well, I owe one of my close friend a blog post.

Actually the post was about the quarrel we both had before exams.
Maybe you will wonder how special she is that I have to blog it out here,

She is the only friend that is different race from me, I am not been racist. :]
It mine first time having a best friend from other races.
It like I know her since we are young, somehow we become very very close during the second term in school.
Maybe it was fate that I know her but somehow I feel that we have met before in the past.
It was a blessing to know her because she is always there for me.

We both had a bad quarrel somehow, I guess I am way too paranoid towards her.
Maybe it was the insecurity that she gave me.
Because I had a very bad experience in secondary school;
Which somehow give me a phobia in making friends.
And somehow I didn't really clarify with her and I guess actually it was my fault.
I am the one who started all these ......
I guess I am too silly and stupid.
I didn't bother to ask and ask, I just assume things.
Oh ghosh, I really think I am having some mentals problems,
Or maybe too paranoid towards all my friends.
It is like when they throw me aside, I just don't really like it !
I don't know how to describe the feelings I had when it happens. -.-

But lucky, we manage to become best friends again.
I am not going to lose this friend for sure,
Even though she maybe naggy at time in studies, but I know that she want me to buck up.
Sometimes when I feel like giving up,she was the one who encourage me.
Reminding me to stay focus and give my best and never give up.
Tell me, how many of you has this kind of friends?
I bet not many right?

And recently I encounter some problems, somehow I just feel like telling her.
Even though she told me off, I just feel that I did the right thing by letting her know.
Still she console me and tell me to look forward.
I don't know why whenever there is any problems, I really share with her.
It like she can really wake me up from the wrongs and direct me to the right path.

I just want to thank her for been there for me.
I am really touched by her actions and words.
I am so sorry that I had treated you that badly in the past.
Thanks Natalie, I am really speechless.
I don't know how to thank you in person and apologize to you in real life.
So I can only do here, sigh....

You are really mine best friend that I ever had in my life.
I did not regret knowing you.
I just hope we will be friends till forever.
I don't wish to lose you as my friend.

Really, a big THANKYOU, for you, Natalie, my best friend :>

2011-08-15T22:31:00.002+08:00

Phew, it been months since I last blog.
But nobody seems to care. yayaya whatever.
I just want to pour out all my feelings there,
thus why must i bother about who will see and who will not see.

I am finally twenty, no more nine~~teen~~.
Birthday party was a big success even though I have a little conflict before it starts.
And really glad that my friends travel from jurong to mine area.
Thankyou guys.
Seriously I have no words/sentences to describe them.
Anyway I'm really happy.

currently busy with my stuffs...
oh yeah im going to blog a long post about my feelings.

2011-04-10T13:51:00.003+08:00

Went out with my dearest airen to Just Acia to have dinner.
Then went PS to shop for awhile and took pictures with her.
Miss her as I didn't get to see her so often like the past.
And I miss beaniebaby too :(
Everyone is busy with their own stuff, hardly got time to meet up anymore.
TSK TSK :(
But anyway just enjoy every moment when I am with her ^^

Ending my post with one of mine picture.

2011-04-10T13:46:00.002+08:00

When was the last time that I blog?
I went back and saw it is march 13, nearly a month.
My blog has been rotting since then. tsk tsk ..
Well I am busy working throughout my 4 weeks of holidays.
And not forgetting that I went back to school for my CCA:)
But I did went out with my friends& cliques.
Time really pass so fast.
When school reopen tomorrow, I will be in year 2.
My final year in ITE , my last chance to strive hard. my last chance to get into a poly.
I got to put in more effort and focus more.
Work less and study hard:)
I'm going to post some pictures for another post, stay tune if you are interested.
Maybe I am showing it to the wall :)

2011-03-13T12:31:00.002+08:00

HAPPYGIRL91!!! (Y)

Because I have finish mine exams!!
No more LAB MATHS for my whole next term already.
Wooooohooooooo ~~~
Okays, for now I have nothing to blog about.
No pictures yet !
But I am looking for someone to teach me how to edit my blogskin !

So off I go now, Byeeezzzxxx

2011-02-06T23:29:00.007+08:00

River Hongbao 2011
The Float @Marina Bay
1st Feb 2011 to 13th Feb 2011

Sorry for the low quality of pictures.
Didn't have a good camera.
And all these pictures are taken by itouch. :>

This is the display of marina barrage.

Picture of Kwan Im Thong Hood Cho Temple.

Mr Rabbit with my cousin cause he is born in the rabbit year ^^

Cai Shen Ye

Lucky Numbers from Cai Shen Ye

The myth was to stand under the Cai Shen Ye.
And they have different timings and the numbers will fly around.
People standing there who get the numbers can go buy TOTO or 4D cause they are lucky no.
So many many people will crowd around this Cai Shen Ye.

Info about this area can be found here:
http://www.riverhongbao.sg/introduction

Stay tune for other blog post :)

2011-02-06T23:22:00.002+08:00

Hello blogger , I am back like finally.
Sorry I neglect you for so long.
Been busy with mine practical test and theory test etc.

Anyway...
Hello Ms Rabbit, Bye Mr Tiger.
Hope Ms Rabbit will make my upcoming 10 months happy!
& Happy New year too :>

This year New Year is way too boring.
Rotting at home while waiting for relatives.
And after that just rot there again.
Having school tomorrow, tsk tsk.
Why holidays can't be 15 days cause New Year has 15 days too.

And I went to River Angbao 2011.
First time been there, and I love it :>
Pictures will be up soon, as my blog is damn damn dead.
Went out with relatives are fun, but so sad noone want to take pictures with me.
Perhaps I am ugly, that why :(

Okays, I will blog real soon, I promise.
Even if there is noone reading :/
Pictures up next!

2010-12-16T00:51:00.001+08:00

Christmas is coming soon...
I want to exchange christmas gift with my love ones too :3

2010-11-21T19:58:00.002+08:00

Topic of the day: My family & myself.

Since young, I been pamper by my grandmother.
So when she pass away, I realise my family has always quarrel with each other.
This includes me and my sister and brother.
There was no peace everyday.
Either we fight or we quarrel.
And so I went astray and fall into a bad company.
I lose focus in my studies and went out everyday.
Even when I started to work as an Ice cream seller, I didn't earn at all.
Yet I am so stupid to stay with them.
I even quarrel with my mum because of them.
& because of all this, my mum soon lost all the trust in me.
But I didn't reflect on myself, instead I blame her and hate her.
Mum ask me to stay my aunt's house so that she can coach me.
I just went and I still didn't change.
Shouting at my aunt and uncle who were so good to me.
At that point of time, I just want to be with my friends, noone else but them.
Because I know that no matter what happen, they will stay with me forever.
Finally one day, something bad happen to me.
I just feel that I have fallen from the sky to the ground.
The feeling was indescriable.
From that day, I told myself that I should listen to adults' advice.
From that day onwards, I realise why my mum is been strict with me.
From that day onwards, I know why my aunt and uncle has been strict with me too.
But too bad, it was all too late. My results for N level wasn't good.
I went to ITE to further my studies.
I know I have let down many people down.
My mum was heartbroken.
I am also very depressed and heartbroken.
Why didn't I listen to them in the first place?
I could only blame myself for not listening to them.
But been in ITE, I really change alot.
I finally and really have a good bunch of good friends who treat me well.
They never use me for their own motives.
I am very grateful to them.
The 5 of them really make me feel I am part of the cliques.
From here, I just want to apologise to my mother, my sister, my uncle & aunt.
I know I have let all of you down.
But I promise myself I will get into a poly which I want.

I am very very sorry..

2010-11-21T18:30:00.003+08:00

Fact 1 :My name is Janine , and not spell as Jenny or Jennie.
Many people mistook my name as Jenny .__________.
so get this clear :)

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2010-11-17T01:04:00.002+08:00

I am back to cyberspace :)
Been busy and I am sick currently :(
Had many pictures and topics to blog about.
But I am too busy to do that.
And USS pictures I haven't get it from apple :/

And so I will update tomorrow uh!

Before I go off, just wish to write this down.

Kid : Mummy, what is love?
Mummy: Dear, love is just like a fairytales with happy ending.
Kid : So when I grow up, will it happen?
Mummy: Yes

Few years later.

Kid: Mummy, you lie to me!
Mummy : Why??
Kid : You once told me that love is like a fairytales with happy ending, but actually fairytales with happy ending are our desires only, it won't really happen.

Copyright by ME!

2010-11-07T18:01:00.001+08:00

I am nearly done with my new layout.
Just need abit of touch up and link people to my blog.
Hmmmm , should I put a cbox? *Wondering wondering*
Maybe I should put it up?? :O
Oh great, I am not sure of it too :(
I try to link everyone asap !!

Byeeee

2010-10-24T12:46:00.001+08:00

I am considering whether to change to a new blogskin?
Hmmmmm , maybe I will :)
So let see how first :>

2010-10-20T20:51:00.002+08:00

20102010

What a beautiful date, but it is a pity it only occur once in our life.

I been way too busy to blog.
But it doesn't matter cause I either have no readers or totally no readers, Lmao!
I will try to blog soon as I need to improve in my lab maths :/
And I yet to post USS pictures cause I haven't return the camera to Apple, Sorry!
So I am here for a short update of my life. :)

School really a dread now!
Lesson start early on 8am and it end late at 5pm :(
How am I going to survive this term?!!
Can anyone tell me how?
Lately I been dozing off in first lesson :/
Feeling shag till I fall sick.
This term couldn't afford to get MC or else I can go bang wall already.

GPA is not good enough for me to go poly.
So I got to study double hard this term to pull my grades.
Got to stay indoors this term, anyway it help me to save money :DD

Okays I got to go off already.
Be back soon for my updates too . ^^

2010-09-30T00:57:00.002+08:00

当我们的爱已经不存在了，
我们只能怪自己太天真，
认为爱很单纯.

11.11pm , caught this timing and make a wish.
But wishes don't really come true at all.
I wonder why so many people love to catch this timing and wish upon the timing?
Once I caught this 11.11pm , I make a wish but it didn't come true.
And I won't bother to make a wish when I saw 11.11 again.
I just caught it and let it pass by my life.

2010-09-25T17:27:00.001+08:00

If there is a question, I want to ask:
Does anyone know Janine's hobby?
Lets see who can give me the right answer :)

2010-09-25T01:07:00.002+08:00

Will update soon once Apple help me to upload into my hard disk :)
Thanks Apple :D

2010-09-10T00:07:00.002+08:00

ONE WORD : STRESS!

Been busy with preparing for exams :(
Arrggghhhh , why does we need to sit for exams?!
I need to work hard in order not to disappoint the people who encourage me to study harder.
So I will not been blogging it cause I need to revise.
So goodbye dear blog :)

2010-08-26T00:23:00.002+08:00

Since I was thirteen, I don't have any true friends in school.
Everyone treated me like a piece of shit.
Yet I treated them like pieces of gold.
And everyday I pray to god that I will faster graduate from that school.
Everyone there was just a HI-BYE friend to me.
Who have been mine best friend for the 4 years? NONE!
And yes, I left that school happily.

When I was seventeen, I step into a new school, a new environment.
Everyone look down on ITE, but I am proud to be there.
Because I make new friends, friends that will be true to me.
Not insulting me behind my back, or just pretending to be nice to me.
They're really really very nice and friendly.
And I am glad that I didn't make the wrong decision.
In the past before I went to ITE, my temper was like a bull.
And poor Terence got to endure my bad bad temper.
I also have a very close GF that time.
But something happen, and we are just normal friends.
Even close GF could gossip behind your back;
Thinking that you wouldn't know.
I was damn damn disappointed.

At the same time, I have a close group of friends who are not withing my school.
Some have drifted, some are still quite close to me.
I don't wish to mention names cause I don't wish to be bias.
They should know who they are.

But I just discover something recently.
It makes me think whether I should continue treating friends as good pals or HI-BYE friend?
I don't really understand anymore, and I don't wish to understand anymore.
Treating them as gold, yet they treat you as a piece of shit.
How would you feel if you put yourself in my shoes?

I don't understand why I will not have good friends beside me?
At least when I am sad, I can find her/him to confide in them.
Or to go out shopping together, having fun with each other.
And not criticizing me when I do not do well, dress well.
Not been a two-headed snake infront of me.
A close friend who can make me stay as myself infront of her.

But I think god won't allow me to have this wish.
I am just plain greedy.
Cause this kind of friend won't exist in this world.

CRAP! if someone told me there are best friend in this world.

Through my incident, DEFINE FRIENDS FOREVER?

2010-08-17T00:04:00.002+08:00

Didn't really update my blog as I am busy with my stuff.
& finally I am having my two weeks of holidays.
It means I can get to rest, meet up with my close friends.
Take a long nap, preparing for my sep'2010 exams.
& I bid goodbye to something on 15 Aug'2010.
Only close friend should know what I mean.
& I won't dwell on it anymore, concentrate on my study will be the thing I had in mind for now.

And somehow I discover something.
I just couldn't believe it and accept the fact.
I could just say I am way too disappointed in myself.
Why I didn't learn my lesson since secondary school?
I am just way too stupid to believe in that and I swear to myself: THAT WILL BE THE LAST!

Been spending time with my books and work.
And now I need to spend time with my beloved close friends.
They should know who they are. ^^
I won't have to name it all out.

I will be putting my 9teen birthday pictures perhaps tomorrow or the day after tomorrow.
Cause I need to sleep early for today.
I did update a wee bit afterall.
Miss me people <3>

2010-07-30T14:57:00.002+08:00

Second last day for July.
Time seriously pass so fast this month!
My birthday was gone in a blink.
But I did enjoy and this year will be the last year for my digit to be 1 infront.
Will update real soon, still uploading pictures into facebook.
Been busy with school-work-school-work.
Wondering whether I should change my blogskin or remain as the same.
Cause this skin is also awesooooooooooommmmmmmmmmeeeeee!

Got to go.
Bye! :D

2010-07-03T00:38:00.007+08:00

Bye June, Hello July.

In the blink of an eye, half a year have already pass.
Phew, how time fly.
And in another 14 more days will be my 9teen birthday.
Getting older each year and I need to be more mature.

This post will be short as I just hope to write down my wish list.

Firstly, I like to have handmade things, cause it it very nice. Even just a simple card I will be very happy. And throughout my 18 years, I didn't receive any handmade stuff.

Second, I love balloons! I just cannot grow up. I find balloons are damn damn nice.
Say me childish but I still want balloons. Who don't love pretty balloons?

Third, a new camera. My current camera CMI already. HAHAHAHAHAS. But I know it is damn expensive so I wouldn't ask anyone to buy it for me. Just slowly save up. I can do it!

Fourth, An Itouch!!! More expensive than the camera. Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Slowly saving my money to get it too. Pray hard I will get it soon.

& lastly a wish that I wouldn't say out and I don't think close friends will even know.
Guess if you want.

The end of my wishlist.

Goodnight :)

2010-06-17T00:34:00.003+08:00

Wishing that time will stop for the both of us.

Dearest fishball,
I know you been suffering since he left you.
Been crying silenty, forcing yourself to smile everyday even though your heart is in pain.
Telling us that you're fine when you're not really fine.
Missing people who you shouldn't have miss.
Stress about exams cause they cost a bomb and you don't wish to waste your parent's money.
Been very moody these few months.

But I just want to tell you that;
Be brave!
Even though you had a hard fall, don't cry, stand up bravely.
Prove to them that you can be independent without them.
You don't need such person in your life to torture you.
You must stay strong and not fall again.
Learn from this experience cause it will toughen yourself.
I don't know why the person is able to capture your heart even though he treat you this way.
Maybe that is what we call love?
Loving him even though he still treated you badly.
But I believe you don't deserve such a person.
Cause you deserve a person much more better than him.
Don't give up a forest because of a useless tree.
And the tree is not only useless, it is also rotten already.

Fishball, don't give up no matter what happens.
Cause you have a caring parents even though they are always strict with you.
This proves them they care and love you.
Think about it, if they don''t really love you, would they waste their time to lecture you?
Actually, you are bless to have them as your family members.
So if you have any problems, you can share with them rather than keeping it to yourself.
Cause keeping in your heart doesn't really help.
It will only worsen your own thoughts.
Sometimes, they can be your listening ears.

Everything will be over as time goes by.
You have to control your mind and thoughts not to think about it.
I know it is very difficult to do but if you haven't try, how will you know?
And now you are having your exams, so you must concentrate on it.
Cause they are expensive and you don't wish to see your parent's hard earned money gone right?
So you must concentrate concentrate & concentrate.

Rainbow will always appear once the storm is over.
Only lucky people will be able to view it.
Cause rainbow is short-lived and disappear soon.
You ask me when the rainbow will appear right?
It will appear after you have forget all the troubles you have in your mind.

& you got to remember this:
We are always like there for you,
just like the sun is always there for the earth.
No matter rain or shine, we will be waiting for you to be cheerful again.
Although sometimes I lost touch with you, but you are in mine heart and mind.
I won't forget you and if you have any problems,
I am only 8 digits away from you.

I don't wish to see you in this state.
So just let time slowly evaporate your memory away.
Just stay strong and I hope you will score well for the exams.
Don't look back into the past cause they have become your memories.
Instead, you should look forward to the future.
Cause everything will be better for you as each day pass by.
Don't be upset, keep smiling cause you never know who will fall in love with your smile.

& lastly, I love you fishball.

2010-06-14T23:43:00.002+08:00

I have change since I left secondary school.
My heart has been kept deep inside me,
I guess no one will be able to unlock it anymore.
The keys for the lock, I have long discard it away.
I may be smiling happily, but who know what am I thinking inside?
Flashbacks from the past still haunts me.
Sometimes I wonder whether it is fate that want to me go through these obstacles?
And meeting true friends after that?
Yet, fate doesn't know that after all those bad experiences,
My heart is declare dead and I am more wary of my friends.
Even those close friends, I can even suspect them.
I couldn't really control my thoughts anymore, emotions controlling me.
People always told me that friends will be there when we need them.
But it wasn't totally true at all.
I was been used, betray, and many more bad experiences during mine secondary school life.
People will miss their secondary school life, but for me, I HATE IT!
I know it is unfair to mine current friends, but I don't know what I should do.
Why god want to let me have these kind of obstacles?
Want me to learn from my mistake yet have doubts on people who really care about me?
I just find my life is damn zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz for now -.-
All I told myself is this : 習慣就好

I am just a fool since then.

2010-06-03T15:09:00.002+08:00

Chapter Three Hundred & Forty Five.

Goodbye has 7 letter words and it is so easy to say.
But goodbye was the hardest thing to act out.

2010-06-03T14:52:00.002+08:00

Update Update Update :)

Been busy since school started.
And mine blog post is getting fewer and nobody is visiting anymore.
Just a short post for today. ^^

Went to Navy Open House with class.
The weather is very hot that day.
But it was quite fun.
Took some pictures for that day.

Cool right??

Took a picture with mine cliques.

& they have a medical room inside for emergency.

Next we board on another ship, but I forget to take its picture.

With cliques.

Machines inside the ship.

& their room, so small and cramp =x
Wonder how they survive there?

Last, we took the duck tour.
I LOVE the duck tour!!!

But before we board, must wear the life vessel.

On board, couldn't stand up and took pictures,
So I took pictures with cliques and classmates instead.
Navy Open house is better than Army Open House.
Cause they got more interesting things to see.

End of the first post :)

2010-05-17T22:08:00.002+08:00

I am tired...
But who bothers about it?
I am stress...
But who cares?
I am having low self esteem...
But who want to know why?

I want to be anti-social

2010-05-10T23:28:00.002+08:00

East to West , West to Central , Central to North South , Home .
This is where I went today after school, freaking tired.
And stupid teacher didn't came to school today.
Good is that I won't be able to see him for a week.
Bad is I rushed to complete mine work and he didn't came.
School& work make my life hectic.
To others, it is no life cause my schedule is school work school work.
But who cares? =x

I shall stop crapping, going to sleep.
Bye readers :)

2010-05-07T13:07:00.002+08:00

Love is like a river, always changing,
but always finding you again somewhere down the road.

Got to blog or else mine blog will have many dust.
Been busy with school & work.

School life;

School wasn't the same as I want.
Classmates and teachers are all very arrogant.
Giving us those looks that I hate.
They have their own groups and we seem to be the outcast.
Everyday is a torture for me to attend school.
Hate the teachers TO THE VERY MAX!
I don't know why they like to say this sentence;
CPT is very different from Chemical Technology.
We didn't even compare, and yet they keep repeating like a tape recorder.
Ever since I am back to school, I somehow regret. :<
Teachers seems to treat us like an outcast too.
Saying they are O lvl students and we are progression students.
But aren't we students too? Why must they define us in that way?

Compare to mine nitec years, I prefer the past rather than now.
I don't and won't have a bond with the class.
Classmates in the past were all super duper friendly and helpful.
If I don't know anything, they will be willing to teach.
Looking forward to school everyday in the past.
But for now, I don't feel like going to school anymore.
Ren Jie told me that the teachers and classmates are mine stepping stones.
They are the obstacles of mine life and I have to overcome it.
I went back to study so I am able to get into a poly.
So I shouldn't bother about them, just study hard will do.
Thanks to Ren Jie who told me that, and so I am hanging on!
I will prove to them I can make it ! :D
My goals for now is to study harder to get into a poly.
I don't wish to waste mine 2 years again.
Janine, you can do it!
Thanks Ren Jie for telling me all these. :)
You are really a good friend & "honey" :>

Cliques, let us study hard and prove them wrong. :>
& I want meet all mine nitec friends.
I miss them TO THE VERY MAX!

2010-05-02T00:18:00.004+08:00

Rest In Peace Pretty Stranger ...

Chance upon a group in facebook : In Loving Memory Of Melissa Toh .
Wasn't she pretty? But it is a pity she took her own life last Wednesday.
The reason was because of her failed relationship.
Wasn't it a pity ? A pretty lady like her took her own life?
A lady who is so perfect in everyone's eyes and someone so talented in arts;
What was she thinking when she decided to jump off the building?
But no matter what we want to say, she is already dead.
If there was someone to console her to tell her that there is still hope in this world.
I guess she wouldn't have to do this.
She maybe gone but she live in her friends and family's hearts forever.
I may not have known her, but I pray for her soul to rest in peace.

Pretty Stranger;
You may have depart from this world.
But your deeds will always live in the heart of others.
Rest In Peace, Melissa Toh .

2010-04-25T12:25:00.002+08:00

Relationships are just like a block of towers, If every block is properly stack up, it will become stable, but if every block is not stable, it will tumble. Same goes for a relationship, If a relationship is not stable, it will just tumble down.

Copyright Reserved .

Will blog asap :)
Maybe putting a comment box, I am still considering :)
Number change, only some people will have it.
Not really going to give to all mine friends.

Got to go now, will blog either tomorrow or tuesday!

2010-04-13T14:48:00.003+08:00

The word "Forever" don't exist in mine dictionary of LOVE.

Geek specs is (L)

Uncle found a clean do recently and bought it home.
We name her BAOBEI cause we couldn't think of a better name.
Brought her to a vet to check and she is just a few months old.
But she is damn damn playful, faint*
And she can be mine alarm clock for sure!
Let me sleep at 2.30am and wake me up at 6am.
3.5h of sleep only and I couldn't sleep back. -.-
What a bad doggie, >;(
But she is cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

That all for today, just an update about mine life.
Having hectic schedule.
Friday meeting Airen to go shop for William's Birthday present.
Guy's presents are hard to buy. =x

Lastly, before I go off.
Wishing Jamie SeeTho A Happy 19th Birthday :)
Enjoy your day and meet up real soon!

2010-04-09T00:59:00.003+08:00

Three Hundred & Thirty Seven

I will blog soon cause I been way too busy.
Do miss me. ;>

2010-03-26T01:57:00.003+08:00

Love needs no map,
for it can find it's way blindfolded.

2am in the morning currently.
everyone is sleeping soundly while I am still wide awake. :/
been having nightmares and hence I don't dare to sleep.
Hope I will be able to get into higher nitec, pray very hard*
Or else I will be lost. :(

Sigh ...........

2010-03-19T23:21:00.020+08:00

I am finally back to blog,
And I see many spider web around here.
Blog rot and turn rusty already.
Well, couldn't blame me cause I had a hectic life recently.
Been working 3 jobs and I don't have the time to online at all! >;(
And mine off day is to stay at home and take care of the kids.
Kids nowdays are so diffcult to tame them.
I think I need to cane them somehow :/
Just joking cause they're not mine kids&
I don't think by beating them up will make them behave at all.
Airen has been reminding me to update mine blog.
All she say was : "Airen, your blog is so dead!"
So she should be honour that I update because of her.

And I find that I am useless. ._________.
Thoughts of somebody suddenly flash back into my mind today.
Really couldn't forget cause we been friends for many years.
At times, I wonder if it never happens, will we be friends now?
And maybe we won't drift apart and be strangers again.
Suddenly, I have the urge to know how have you been?
Bad? Good? Or so-so?
I always tell people to forgive and forget,
But I didn't do that myself, ironic isn't it?
You really mean alot to me in the past;
You were there when I need you,
But because of something, we just become strangers again.
Somehow it proves that our friendship is not strong enough.
It is diffcult for me to be good friends with you again,
Cause everything has change.
Maybe you will be reading mine blog, maybe not.
But if you are reading it, I just want to tell you;
Thanks for been mine friend :)

I wonder and wonder;
Should I really go and take an injection?
People including mine mum has ask me to do it.
Telling me not to fear as the pain will go off after awhile.
And injection is just an ant bite.
But who knows the real pain? ME!!!
Everybody been telling me this :
" Janine, inject only.
Just a small tiny needle and you are so scared of it.
Bear with it awhile luhs, do you choose beauty or pain? "
I wish I could chose beauty but then I choose pain this time round.
Please stop telling me all that when you are not in mine shoes!!
If mine mum couldn't persuade me, do you think you can?!
Let me decided as the body is mine, not yours or anyone.
Thanks for the concern. :)

I have graduated from mine course, finally!!
But I am going to miss all mine classmates. :'(
They really bought joy&laughter during these 2 years.
I love mine cliques, JC0801J & JC0801D.
Hope everyone will keep in contact.
Love you guys

POST FOR INDIVIDUAL

Sarah.

Thanks for been such a great friend during these 2 years.
Never forget the jokes we use to say and everything we had done.
Really had fun with you in school.
Hope you will score good grades in SP too.
Meet Up real soon :)

Sally.

You rocks man! :D
Jokes and laughter with you these 2 years.
Although some bad things happen to you,
But I believe you are a strong girl right?
Anything can text me, mine phone is one 24/7
And meet up soon alright? :D

ThengTheng.

Funniest person in our cliques, like to disturb people.
But she is a very very good friend.
She is the one who always camwhore with me in class. :D
She is very very friendly and nice to people.
But don't provoke her, she will turn nasty.
ThengTheng, thanks for been mine friend these 2 years.
You are really a good friend to me, hahahs :)

Pearl & Germaine.

Thanks for been mine friends these 2 years.
Really had a great time with you all.
& Pearl, faster meet up, bring your baby along. :)

JC0801J & JC0801D

Hey guys, thanks for bee mine classmates these 2 years.
One word to describe all of you : FABULOUS!
Although there are some disagreement between some of us,
or some stupid misunderstanding between us.
But I still cherish the times I have spend with you all. :)
Hope everyone can keep in contact.
Lastly, I miss all of you. :(

Went out with fishball, ahdear some day before new year.
And I went to cine to buy mine bag but then the shop was closed that day.
So disappointed and I had to come back another day.
Then accompany fishball to get her blogshop stuff too. :)
And I went to work, while fishball went to meet her friend.
And ahdear stay at cine to chat with jiajin and others.

To Ah Dear;
Meet me soon luhs. :(
So long then meet up, freaking miss you can?
So better meet me up hor ;)

Chinese New Year

Pictures for Chinese New Year are all in Facebook.
I am lazy to upload everything here, tsk tsk.
CNY is not really fun these year cause I was sick. :(
Couldn't eat all those nice goodies, shty mine illness !
And this year CNY was quite special;
Cause beaniebaby invite me to her house :)
Thanks beaniebaby !!
I didn't gamble this year, totally got no mood for CNY. :X
So if you want to see mine CNY pictures, log on to facebook alright?

MEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEMEME,
I LOVE TO CAMWHORE :X
But I know I am not pretty at all, but who cares?
I camwhore cause I love it. ^^
You can chose not to view it , wahahahaha!

Met up with Airen for dinner.
Been a long time since we meet up, really got a hectic schedule.
And we update each other about our life. :)
Dinner was great but it was a short dinner. :(
And airen went to her baby's house after that,
While I went for work after dinner.
What a short day with mine beloved airen. :(

Uncle's birthday...

Went to Compass Point to DIY his cake. :)
Was really having fun doing ourselves.
And the cake cost less than 30 bucks, can you believe it?
DIY cake less than 30 bucks?
Anyway, it was not a surprise for mine uncles,
Cause mine dumbo brother accidentally say it out. -.-
Sang a birthday song for him and ask him to make a wish.
Hope mine uncle wish will come true. :)
Ate the cake and we help to close the shop as everyone was tired.

Our Do-It-Yourself cake, pretty right?

Meet up with Amanda sis and Airen to Sakura.
Sis is leaving soon, hope she will get use to the life there.
Didn't really ate much that day as mine stomach is bloated,
Went window shopping and they both left at 4,30pm.
Meet up again sister :)
Miss you and stay in contact through MSN :)

Met up with Pearl to watch a movie at Cine.
We watch Cop Out which is M18 ,
And I am surprise they didn't check mine IC. :)
After movie, went to shop around with Pearl.
And cam-whore with her and she was so shy, LOL :X
PEARL, meet up for movie again !! :D

Have dinner with Kaitien & Doc.Koh at Ambush.
Nice food and I craving for mine food again :X
I am a greedy pig, LOL .
More dinner outing with them again.

Finally updated mine blog, HAHAS.
Going to update real soon :)
Ending the post with mine pictures , Lmao.

2010-02-14T18:39:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year and Valentine Day to All :)

2010-01-22T23:57:00.002+08:00

This post is all about mine thoughts;
I am not hinting to people,
But if somehow today post makes you guilty,
I am sorry.

Feeling damn damn piss off right now.
I don't know how many cups of ice water I have to drink to make me cool down.
I hate people who malign me without knowing the facts.
I dislike them, hate them and feel like bashing them. .______________.
Sometimes it is just a joke and I will say it.
But something so important like that;
Do you think I will be so KPO to tell?
I know mine limits, I don't need you to tell me at all.
Seriously, stop all your nonsensical stuff man!
You make me feel that I am KPO-ing into your life.
Fine, I will never ever ask about stuffs related to you all.
And if you really want to tell me, you were just joking with me, FORGET IT!

I feel super piss off with everything.
Life sometime is so meaningless.
Text-ed Love and he won't reply.
And when I never text-ed him, he will say me. .__________________________.
Isn't it so stupid?!

And whenever I get piss off, I have no one to turn to.
Nobody knows how I feel now, not even close friends.
Stop bull-shitting to me that you know me very well.
I have mood swings, bad temper and no good friends.
Sometimes I wonder why i was born into this stupid world?

Seriously, the feeling of been malign suck to the max.
Yet everyone seems to like to malign me.
Is it very fun to do that?
Maybe somehow I should do it to all of you;
To let you know the feeling of been malign.

I should stop blogging,
And let myself to cool down.

Bye ghost!

2010-01-18T22:36:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY AIREN.
& Happy 2 months too. :D

hope you enjoy yourself on Saturday uh;
And lastly treasure mine present leyyyy!
if not I will kill you lols :X

2010-01-15T23:54:00.002+08:00

And today it marks the day of our 5th month :)
Not all words can express mine feeling for you totally.
But I am glad to have you around.
Just want to tell you, ILOVEYOU :)

2010-01-13T01:12:00.001+08:00

I am bored bored bored :(
And I am so happy that I will be able to see TerenceHan this coming saturday :)
Alright, I am so so lame.
Goodbye!

2010-01-10T01:48:00.003+08:00

Through someone imperfect journey,
I realized how perfect my journey had been.

Firstly, I removed my tagboard again .________.
But this time I will not put it back anymore.
I know I have been saying this alot of times,
But this time it is for real :/
Since mine blog has no readers, why should I put a tagboard there?
And when I say no readers, then got people tag.
No point and I don't wish to force anyone to tag once they come into mine blog.
So now, everyone just read mine post , no more tags.
I don't even think got people read mine post,
Only ghosts read? HOHOHOHO.

Freaking late in the night, I am still wide awake!
Cause I am doing mine normal routine, HOUSEHOLD CHORES :)

& I haven't started doing Airen's present ._______.
Hope I will be able to finish before her birthday chalet next Saturday :/

So long Ghost!
Night & Sweet dreams<3;

2010-01-06T21:09:00.006+08:00

Hello earthlings, I am back to blog :)
Or else it will be dead :/
& this is mine first post for 2010.
Been busy this whole week, WORK WORK WORK!
Before I start mine post, I want to write out mine New Year Resolution.
Everyone should have their own resolution right?
So here goes mine :

The Do's

Earn more money before school reopen.
Try to get mine car license by this year.
Slim down ( need to exercise more and eat less )
Go for mine injection.
Study harder so I will get into poly.
Want everyone to be in great health.
Meet up with mine close ones.
Get mine new phone.
Sleep early.

The Do Not's

Sleep late
Eat alot of food
Not going for mine injection.
Been lazy and never study hard for higher nitec.
Busy with work life and not meeting up with love ones.
Spend more money.
Be lazy.

Finish listing my Do's and Do Not's :D
It is neither short nor long :P

So I can start mine post now!!

Firstly, I am going to change phone soon.
And I am going to change to Satio phone :)
I fall in love with the phone .__.
When I first saw it at Vivo City, in one of the phone shop;
I went to use the sample phone and I love it.
But at that time I couldn't change to a new phone cause mine phone contract haven't finish.
So got to wait and the price for the phone is damn expensive.
And finally I can change but I don't know had to wait till when? :(
Hope the price will continue to drop and I can buy it :P

So this is the Satio phone that I wanted.
It come in three colours : Sliver, Red & Black.
I will be buying the phone in RED colour cause it is damn CHIO :D
So hopeful the price will be dropping to around 200 plus or 300 plus.

31st Dec 2oo9.

Last day of 2009 and I am stuck at home .__.
Don't wish to go out and countdown, so I stay at home.
And I end up countdown with mine relatives.

30th Dec 2009.

Out with Terence, Melanie& Damien.
Everyone was late and we went to Seoul Garden to have our lunch.
I ate alot this time and the three of them gave up first ^^
Terence and me felt that we were light bulbs cause there was a couple with us.
And want to shop for awhile at Taka and we to cine arcade after that.
Mine finger nearly broke >.< and I nearly cried :/
Went home around 8 plus with Terence and we had heart to heart talk :)
Hope he will feel better ^^ , don't think too much.

Finish blogging ^^
Due to someone's nagging in msn, off i go now !
Bye Bye.
& remember to tag me !

2009-12-31T21:41:00.002+08:00

Last post for 2oo9.
Time pass so fast, and in the blink of an eye, 2oo9 is gone :)
Year 2oo9 has bought me many happy & unhappy memories.
And I have become more mature this year :)
Just hoping 2010 will be a better year for me.
I haven't thought of mine New year resolutions yet! :x
Hope I will be able to think about it after today,
And blog about it tomorrow :)

But all I want now is to recover from mine sickness :(
Been feeling unwell for so many days.
Hope I will faster recover :)

Will blog tomorrow :)
Bye 2oo9 :)

2009-12-28T20:26:00.022+08:00

Hello humans, ghost, or whatever,
Finally finish uploading all mine pictures into my post.
3 more days to a new year, and 2009 will be gone then.

I am sick right now! ><
Fever and bad bad sore throat ._.
Somehow don't feel like blogging.

With honeypie!
Met her at bugis on 21st Dec.
Went to bugis with mine aunt to guan yin temple and shop for mine brother's things.
Texted honeypie and met her at bugis junction.
Honeypie accompanied me to illuma cause she was waiting for dumbdumb.
Then we went to wait for him outside the arcade.
After a while, dumbdumb came and we went in to play the machines.
We played till 6 plus and I went off with mine brother first :)
And had dinner at the coffee shop and cab home.
Wooooooohooooooooo, honeypie is pretty :)

Christmas Gift from work place!

Before I went for my holiday trip, I got this present from my work place.
It consist of a make up remover , eyeliner and mascara.
Make up things are from Lancome.
But I don't really like this present :X
Cause I am not into makeup ._.
I am just a plain girl alright?

Okays, now I can start blogging about mine trip to genting :)

23rd Dec'09

Wake up around 4 plus in the morning,
And I call Love to tell him that I have wake up.
He was still asleep and I think he force himself to pick up mine call, LOL :)
Then I sleep back awhile and wake up at 5am.
Bathe and prepare everything.
Then mine uncle drove us there and we went to take our tickets.
Board the coach bus around 6.45am.
The bus was damn big and the seats look cozy.
Didn't sleep as I know we got to alight at the two customs.
After alighting at the M'sian custom, there was no more mobile connection for me. :(
Then I slept through the journey and it tooks us 6 hours to reach Genting.
And worst still, Genting was raining that day.
It was so freaking cold luhs -.-
Check into the hotel took us 3 hours -.-
Was really very tired after that.
Didn't wander around genting that much.

Coach Bus, upper deck :)

Took it when we are at Singapore custom.

Reaching Genting real soon.

Finally, and look at the fog -.-
Damn damn cold :/

Took some pictures while waiting for our turn to check in :)
Love the panta hat.

Day 2 : 24th Dec 09

Wake up early in the morning, took a bathe.
And went out to play, didn't had any breakfast at all ^^
Went to buy outdoor theme park ticket.
Play all the rides.
Small cousins are brave to sit some scary roller coaster.

After playing, went for lunch at MaryBrown.
Share mine meal with mine elder sister.
Then went back to the hotel as I need to takecare of mine cousin.
Slept till 8 plus in the night and went outside again.

Went to meet mine relatives for dinner and countdown.
People were squeezing here and there, quite piss off ><
Had many dishes for dinner.
Went to arcade and play.
People there was damn high and keep blowing their horn.

Dishes we ate, yummy yummy

Pictures took by mine cousin :)

Crowd after the countdown, squeezing here and there -.-

Wishing you a Merry Christmas people :)

25th Dec 09 : Day 3

Wake up late as we were all very tired.
Book out of the hotel around 1 plus.
Wait for our bus till 4plus as they were late.
Went to take some pictures while waiting for the bus.

Journey back to Singapore took us 7 hours.
Once I reach Singapore, the first I do is to on mine phone :D
Text mine close ones to inform them I am back home.
Home sweet Home :D:D

Aunt's birthday celebration :)

Finally finish uploading and blogging ^^
Hope there will be someone reading uh :)

2009-12-21T22:51:00.002+08:00

& A advanced Merry Christmas to all :)
cause I will not be able to wish everyday on that day, LOL.
Love all of you and hope I wouldn't lose any readers.

2009-12-21T22:39:00.002+08:00

I will not be blogging this whole week :)
Going to M'sia this wednesday and will be back during the weekends.
I am so sorry that I couldn't celebrate this year X'mas with my close ones. :(
And I will blog once I am back in Sg and my blog will be flooded with pictures too.

I am so fucking disappointed in you.
I couldn't believe what you told me ytd.
And yes, I end up crying like a cry baby.
Maybe we shouldn't start and I won't be like this right now.
Wondering whether the msg you text me was true?
I seriuosly couldn't forget what you told me;
Even though you choose me over her.
But mine heart is broken into many million pieces.
:(

2009-12-17T14:13:00.008+08:00

I am so bored and so I decided to blog :)
Going overseas next week;
Will anyone miss me?

I was browsing through my pictures folder
& I came across this folder which I took during last PM2 lesson.
I guess i forget to upload it and now I have finally uploaded here!

It is quite meaningful and these are 10 principle of life.
I only had some cause I went to class late,
And teacher has already started teaching.
Well better than not having any right?

Principle 4,

This is a picture which we, (humans) always occur in our life.
Repeat steps 1 to 7 until death occurs.

Step 1 : Wake up.
Step 2 : Breakfast time.
step 3 : Drive to work.
Step 4 : Working time.
Step 5 : Finish work and went home.
Step 6 : Had dinner and watch tv to relieve stress
Step 7 : Had an early night rest.

Don't you find that these steps familiar?
We been doing this everyday and nothing really change at all.
Won't you feel bored if you keep doing this till death occur?
Why not try to change our lifestyle and make it more happening.
And at least when we die, we enjoy our life rather than repeating the steps everyday 24/7.

Principle 5,

As the saying goes, if you never plan well,
you will fail in life.
So planning in life is important and neverthless we should plan well.

Principle 6,

Once you discover your gift,
You should be to good use.
And not letting it rot and do nothing to your gift.
Use them wisely

Principle 7,

I think everybody will know what this means right?
I don't have to elaborate too much.

Principle 8,

Everyone will have conscience,
But many people will tend do things that betray their conscience.
Was it really worth that?
I thinking having a clear conscience in my life will be the best.

Principle 9,

Human Beings are the funniest creature on earth :X
We will always do the opposite things.
Things we cannot change them, we will try to change them.
Yet the things that we can change, we will never change them.
Don't you think that it very funny? :X
So we should accept things when they cannot be change anymore.
& we have to change things if it can be change.

Principle 10,

Every second is precious in our life,
Cause time couldn't turn back.
Once it is over, it is really gone forever.
And we have to look forward instead of dwelling the past.
People will always tend to say and no action done by them.
Like me, I always say I will study hard,
But then, these are only words from me but not action done by me at all, LOL

I am done with all that
So hope it really help you :X
I may not explain clearly but hope at least you understand what I want to tell you all.

And lastly do tag at my blog before leaving alright?

2009-12-15T00:33:00.002+08:00

Happy 4th month Love♥

It been four months since Aug :)
I am always looking forward to 15th each month since that day.
Hope you will remember what you promise me? :D
Cause noone can predict the future;
And so we got to cherish every moment alright?
Just want to tell;
Iloveyou, 15o8o9.

2009-12-14T21:13:00.002+08:00

My Christmas wish is to get an ipod touch, 32gb :)
But it is way too expensive for me :(
Wonder how long I need to save?
Just wish somebody will buy for me and surprise me out of the sudden. :/
But I know it won't happen cause this is way too expensive!
Arrrgggghhhh.

This year Christmas will be special,
Going to genting with my relatives this year.
& Love ask me to meet him on the 25th. ._.
And I scold him cause he never listen to what I told him. >.<
Ohyeah, I will try to buy presents for my close one.

Okays, blog done.
Off to play audition ^^

2009-12-14T00:09:00.002+08:00

That's What Friends Are For! :)

Once, you would smile and your eyes would twinkle
Once, you would laugh and your face would glow
Once, you would joke and your heart would soar

Now you smile, but your eyes cry
Now you laughs, but your face is sad
Now you joke, but your heart is crushed

Why do you mourn so?
What made you feel this way?
Who was it that did this to you?
When did this start consuming you?
How can we make you feel better again?

Please tell me. :)

Dearest QPG,

I may not know how to cheer you up,
I am not really good in cheering people,
I can only lend you my shoulder to lean on when you need one,
And when you have trouble, you can call me and I will console you.
I know whatever I did may not have any big impact in your life,
But I just want to let you know:
I will be by your side cause that is what friends are for.
Whether good times or bad times, I will be there for you always.
Don't give up a forest because of a tree, get what I mean?
If you're moody, your friends will also be moody and worried about you.
I know it will be diffcult to forget what the person told you;
But no point holding on to the person since he told you the truth?
I know that in the near future, you will find a guy better than him. :)
Maybe, you haven't meet the right guy for yourself.
Do you know god tends to play a trick on people?
Always let the girls meet some wrong guys and has a great heartache,
Cause when the girl meet her right guy, she will learn to cherish him, understand?
So stop saying noone wants you alright?
Be confident and stop crying already.
No point crying over split milk, cause it won't change anything.
You're only making yourself and the ones around sad.
So forget the unhappiness and stay happy for the near future. :)
Just remember, you have your family, friends, and me! :D
So cheerup ! :D

2009-12-10T20:43:00.011+08:00

Tired, Exhausted, Shag!

Pictures above can describe my mood.
I am seriously shag and tired;
And I need more sleep.
Since holidays are here, I been sleeping late at night.
Insomnia? I am not too sure too.
I been sleeping around 3-4am in the morning;
Waking up early at 9am or 10am.
Everyday less than 8 hours of sleep,
eye bag is popping out real soon&
I am going to fall sick soooooooooooooooooooooooon!
Been working the past three days,
And I am so sorry for the late reply of tags.
So I am going to blog and reply all tags today!

07 Dec 09 - 09 Dec 09;
Been busy working and I went home late these three days :(
Work was tiring and I don't have enough rest at all.
If only work place was nearer to my house;
I don't have to always catch the last bus home,
Worrying whether I manage to reach home before 1am :/
Should I quit working? D:
But without work, there is no money for me.

Sunday, 06 DEc09

Wake up quite early.
Didn't have to do housework that day.
Went online to plurk and chat:)
Prepare to go my daddy's house.
Went to my hairstylist's house to do a makeup.
Daddy's friend drove us there.
Dinner start at 8pm.
Food was delicious.
Started cam-whoring and took pictures with some of mine cousins.

That is me with makeup :)
Which is better?
With or without makeup?
Please comment ^^

Saturday, 05 Dec09

Didn't went to work, met beaniebaby to bugis to shop for my clothes.
Met her friend and we went shopping too.
Didn't manage to buy mine clothes.
Went to PS for dinner and to celebrate Katie's birthday.
Had chicken baked rice for dinner and went home after that.
Airen and the rest went clubbing, LOL.

03 Dec09

Had Class BBQ
ZhiHui came over to my house to meet me.
Cooked and prepare everything.
Cab down to Eunos.
Met Pearl and her gang there.
Went to Park Way giant to buy our things.
Cab to East Coast Park.
Shi Wei and Ren Jie help to start up the fire.
Jared and gang came around 7 plus.
Had photo taking session with them.
Was been tease by them that I was "Ahem"'s honey.-.-
BBQ ended around 10.30pm.
Classmates help to clear up.
Thanks Ren Jie, Shi Wei, Chris, Kangwei for helping me to take my heavy things.
Cab home with Zhihui.

Individual Pictures With Classmates

Wooooooooooooooooooooooo :)
2 years really pass so fast.
I am currently waiting for my graduation day;
And I won't be able to see all my classmates already.
Will we keep in touch? Will we meet up for movies?
I learn alot of things these two years;
Even though I am studying in ITE, which alot of people look down on us.
But at there, I fund true friendship and great friends.
They will be there for me when I am down.
Even though they like to tease me, but it is just a joke :)
How I wish time could stop at that moment, even just for a sec :(
Cause now I am missing them like hell :/
Without them, I guess my life in ITE will be dull and bored.
So hereby, I wish to thank some people

Miss Karen;

Even though you maybe fierce;
But I know that you did care about us, our grades.
Thanks for giving me remedial during that period,
Or else I will still flunk the whole subject :)
Till now, I can remember what you teach me, LOL

Mr Ng;

You have only been my CA for half year or maybe less than that.
But seriously, you're a great teacher :)
Your lesson is not bored and I understand what you teach.
Thanks for teaching me, Mr . Ng

& Lastly

Mr. Michael

Excellent teacher!! :)
You treat us like your friends rather than your students.
Lifeskill lesson is not bored this year,
And I really enjoy it!!
Whatever you teach us, I will always remember that :)

And there are some more people I haven't thank them.

Cliques :D

Best cliques ever :D
Thanks for the 17th birthday celebration.
And whatever you all did, I will always remember.
So do keep in contact alright?
Even though we will be going to our different paths,
We still can meet up for movie or dinner :)

& lastly JC0801D :D

Dear Class,
All of you are awesoooooooooooooooooooomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Last year in this school with a great class(:
Bondings between us was so deep,
And a BIG thank you for those who attend the BBQ :D
It was so memorable and I will remember I was tease by all of you.
And I wish to apologise to people who I offended during these months;
I am so sorry cause there was some kind of misunderstanding between us:)
So hope of you will forgive and forget alright?
I bet those who attend the BBQ have great fun right?
And the fun part is you all teasing me with Ren Jie, LOL.
I just want to say that you been a great class,
But I am not sure whether I have been a good treasurer? :O
Oh yeah, don't forget about the China teacher who make us so piss off sometimes,
But sometimes her english can make us laugh like mad people? xD
And do keep in contact alright?
Please don't forget me ( or else I will kill you :/ ) ;
Cause I won't forget all of you;
Lastly, I hope everyone will be able to achieve good grades.
Love you all :)

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End of my post for today :)

2009-12-08T14:01:00.003+08:00

Will reply tags tomorrow :)
Busy working these few days.
Feeling so shag :(
Hope my blog still has some readers :)

Overdue pictures :)

2009-11-30T22:16:00.003+08:00

All these precious moment between you&me

HAPPY 8TH MONTHS QPG

Once again;
Happy 8th months Mandy QPG :)
Time pass so fast and we have been close friends for half a year.
I still can remember how I know you,
And when I met you for the first time.
And from there, we become more close.
Whenever I have moodswings, you're the one who console me :)
Thanks QPG!!
We must meet up real soon alright?
And don't forget I'll be there for you when you need me.
I am not far away from you, just 8 digits away from you :D
And lastly, love you :)

2009-11-27T01:58:00.001+08:00

Right Hand Guy

HAPPY 8TEEN BIRTHDAY POH REN KIAT!
Enjoy your day alright? :D
And good luck for the upcoming exams!

2009-11-25T23:58:00.005+08:00

Inspirations?!

I got to blog by today.
And I finally know why I can't upload my pictures;
Cause the size of each picture is too big. :/
So I got no pictures to blog, only few pictures to show here.
Uploading my pictures into facebook also take quite some time, sigh*
I guess this will not be a long post. :/

I am graduating soon as some of you know.
But I am still trapped somewhere?
I am not sure whether to go up to higher nitec or go out to work?
I have two options infront of me right now;

Option 1: Go up to higher nitec to study.
Need to be more serious in my school work,
Got to score well to be able to promote to poly.
At least I got two more years to buck up and give myself one more chance.
But if I fail to promote to poly after that,
I will be wasting my 2 years of youth studying.
And waste of money if I didn't do well.

Option 2: Go out and work.
Quit my part time job, find a full time job.
Find a full time job which has my interest.
Work hard and study private also.
At the same time, I got experience working.

Oh no, I don't know what to do?
Everyone been telling me to go higher nitec but I don't have the confidence. :(
I don't wish to disappoint my family members and relatives;
By telling them I will be able to go poly after higher nitec but I got no confidence in myself.
What should I do?
How I wish time could turn back;
I swear I will do well for my PSLE and got into a better secondary school.
I won't have met fair weather friends, friends who backstab me;
Making a fool out of me.
But I am glad that I didn't contact anyone from my secondary school, really didn't regret.
But what the point of of saying all these now?
I shouldn't be thinking about these;
Instead I should plan for my future well.
I want to have a job which has my interest.
What should I really do? :(

I am left with 2 more exams;
And then I will get mine graduating cert soon.
So I should start to plan now.

Last few weeks was a busy week for me.
Went out during weekends, I am tired :/

No pictures here cause my picture size was all too big. -.-
Uploading them takes a very long time, arrrggghhh.
And the worst was, my facebook hang when I want to upload them into my fb's account.
Hmmmm, I will try to upload again. ><
I don't believe that I cannot upload them inside :P

Adrian's Birthday BBQ was awesooooooooooomeeeeeeeeeee!
Been able to gather with JC0801J classmates again,
I was so happy :D:D
But sad to say, Sarah, Sally & Pearl cannot make it.
If they did, I bet it will be more fun :)
But anyway, took tons of pictures and I will try to upload here :/

And on Sunday, went prawning with sister and aunt's family.
Didn't manage to catch alot of prawns cause my uncle carelessly drop the whole bag into the pond. -.-
After that, went to play poooooooooooooool for awhile before heading home.

Fruit Juice Stall is so ......................................

As you can see the cup is so dirty,
She say they're not the one who wash the cups,
And it is safe to drink :/
And of course cliques wasn't really happy.
So they went to find the In-Charge and told him the full story.
And again went back to the stall to tell them;
Again they insist that it can be drink and the In-Charge ask them to change it for me.
The auntie pour the remaining juice into another cup rather than making a new cup for me.
Germanie was the one who saw it and she told the auntie to forget it and we went off.
The auntie was really piss off with us :X

Had a new haircut :/
Went to school, and ~~Famous~~ Amos said I look like helmet. -.-
And keep on saying till the whole week, wthell.
But too bad, now my fringe has grow longer, he didn't say anything. ^^

I recently vent my anger on both facebook and plurk :/
Cause I seriously feel very angry and I couldn't control my temper.
I am thankful to my fiend who told me what you say to me;
But for goodness sake, you're the one who propose the ideas.
Asking the class rep to do, wtfish?! _l_
And you only use your mouth to talk talk, complain complain.
But no actions done by you.
I did ask the whole class and I got witness okays?
I went round asking everybody, but how could you say I didn't do that?
If you think been a class treasurer is so fun, then i will give this post to you.
If not, please STFU, I don't need your comments :)

2009-11-23T00:38:00.003+08:00

100th days with you;
But why does I feel that I am far away from you?
Felt insecure these few days,
And yet you're not with me at all
Not a single call or text.
Busy is the reason you will always tell me.
But do you know everyone's patience has its own limits?
I guess mine own limit is running out soon.

I got tons of pictures to upload.
Just came home from prawning :)
Had a great day today :)
Pictures will be uploaded on wednesday,
After my test on tuesday, I will be damn free for a while ^^

So goodnight readers :)

2009-11-21T23:25:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 8TEEN BIRTHDAY ADRIAN!

Hope you enjoy today;
And thanks for inviting me to your BBQ.
Hope you like the gift we gave you :)

Back from Adrian's Birthday celebration.
Pictures will be uploaded tomorrow or Monday.
I am dead tired currently.
Got nothing to blog anyway,
Just want to wish Adrian a happy 8teen birthday :D
Tomorrow going prawning with sister!!
I hope I got the time to study for my upcoming test :/

Blog another day :)
Goodbye readers ^^

2009-11-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

MOODY MOODY MOODY,
so I won't be blogging :)

2009-11-15T20:30:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 8TEEN BIRTHDAY FISHBALL
Hope you enjoy your day!
& Everything will be fine alright?
Don't think too much okays?
Cherish every moment with your loved one :)
& JMSC will always be there for you.
If you want to find someone,
you can text or call me !
I will always be there for you :)
And lastly, I love you :)

2009-11-15T00:26:00.002+08:00

Happy 3 months Love :)
Everything that I wanted to tell have been send to you.
Hope you'll read it and remember.

And I finally watch 2012 the movie.
I rate it 5 stars :)

I am too lazy to blog.
Blog tomorrow with pictures :)

2009-11-12T12:25:00.002+08:00

Love;
Do you realise that 3 days later it will our 3rd month anniv?
Do you know that 11 days will be our 100th days together?
Do you know I am missing you like hell now?
Do you know that you're very important to me?
Do you know that I am feeling trouble right now?

2009-11-09T21:59:00.003+08:00

Change my blogskin, it seems better than the previous one.
School was super boring and exam is coming soon.
Woooooo, I am going to graduate soon.
2 years seriously pass very fast :)
I am going to miss my cliques and classmates :(
Everyone, let do well for our exams alright?

This picture was taken on Monday.
Supposed to have a test that day, but the teacher never came.
So end up, the four of us played a fool in the lab.
Wearing lab coats and camwhoring in class :)
Lesson end early and I went to Simei with cliques to have lunch.
Having blisters is like living in hell :/
Couldn't bear anymore, yet blisters need to take it own sweet time to heal -.-
Please get well soon, I want to wear shoes.

Outing with JMSC last saturday, but fishball couldn't make it :(
Went bugis to buy my school shoes and went to shop as well.
Took many pictures but I didn't upload much here :/
I am just plain lazy to upload all the photos!

I want more more more outings with them :D

2009-11-07T17:16:00.001+08:00

Currently at beaniebaby's house :D
Went to her house there to have a swim.
And I have to work later :/
Arrggghhhh ><

Oh yeah, Love is BACK BACK BACK!
He called me around 5am in the morning telling me he has reach singapore ;)
I am so glad that he is back.

Off to work now,
Don't want to be late again :(

2009-11-01T18:52:00.023+08:00

Phew, first time I blog so many events in a post.
Hope someone reads my blog :/

Love leaving me in less than 24hours
He is going overseas tomorrow, sigh*
5days without him is so so so weird.
I guess he is now busy and he has to sleep early tonight.
Wish him bon voyage, faster come back alright?

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On the 29th Oct'2009, I went to work damn early :/
But lucky Jaslyn was at JP around 1 plus;
So went to meet her, had my lunch and we decided to watch a movie at the last minute.
So we watched Jennifer's Body, wasn't really a scary show at all.
And after the movie, went to find Kaitien for dinner and off to work.
It was my shift working with them as I had change my shift to tuesday.
I have fun working with the two of you two!

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My uncle bought us to watch MJ's movie on 28th Oct'09.
I guess it was the preview, wasn't sure either.
Actually I wasn't a fan of MJ, but I admire some of his songs.
The movie was great, what a pity the world has lost a good singer.
So if you haven't watch or not sure what to watch;
Trying watching MJ's movie, you wouldn't regret for sure.

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Up next, This post is to warn all readers who buy things from blogshop.
Here comes my story:

I was looking for Guess wallet and somehow beaniebaby found a blogshop that is selling it.
And I went to take a look, it looks so brand new.
She didn't state the condition of the wallet, so I thought it was brand new.
And she charge me at 45bucks.
So I got her number and meet up with her.
I gave her the money and she gave me the goods.
But before I check the goods on the spot, she left with her friends.
Ohwell, I thought since she is in a hurry to meet another buyer so it is alright.
I didn't suspect anything, how dumb I was that day.
And I open up and the wallet turned out to be used, not a brand new wallet.
I was so pissed off and feel that I was cheated by her.
I know many of you will say I am dumb enough not to ask her the wallet's condition.
But it was mine first time buying, and I thought I can trust her.
Yet it turn out to be this way.
You maybe thinking, aiyah 45bucks only.
But it was mine hard earn money, you know?
I work at boonlay and live in sengkang.
So every cent that I spend I got to think carefully.
Mine conclusion is that BLOGSHOP cannot be trusted at all.
So please do not advertise in my blog anymore.
Once bitten twice shy

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Happy Belated birthday to Jaslyn
We bought her a birthday cake to celebrate with her.
She was very shock yet happy.
Finally 20 already right? Feel happy?
But you don't look like 20 at all, you look around my age.
Not fair lol, you're 20 but look so young.
I want to look young too
But unfortunately I couldn't.

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Look at that picture:)
It looks like a ghost hand right?
I told my aunt and show her the picture.

Conversation between us:

Me : See this picture
Aunt : What picture?
Me : Just see first
Aunt : looking at the picture*
Me : Is a ghost hand lehs
Aunt : WHERE DID YOU TAKE THIS PICTURE?! Faster delet!
Me : laughs* , not ghost hand lehs , is the small little girl's hands
Aunt : Chey

I keep laughing at her reaction, it is so funny okays?
I know this kind of thing cannot joke about it.
But it wasn't really that "thing"'s hand :)

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As you can see, I am very vain
Keep taking pictures of myself.
I wonder how can I survive without my handphone or my camera?
I think I will be damn damn bored and I cannot cam-whore again

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This picture was taken very long time ago.
But I was too lazy to upload.
All I remember that this picture was taken when I am on my way home from work.
The bus was so empty so out of boredom;
I took out my handphone to snap pictures of myself

I know I am ugly, but I don't really need you to comment me:)

I am done blogging.
I am so so tired :/

2009-11-01T18:33:00.003+08:00

I am going to blog a long long post later.
Cause I haven't upload pictures into my laptop :/
He's going away for 5 days, sigh:(
I cannot be emo or else later MSC will say me, LOL

Anyway I had a group of close friends;
Janine, Melanie, Shan, Clara.
so it forms as JMSC :)
Love them alot , muacks!

2009-10-31T14:42:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE :D

Currently @ fishball's house.
Going to work later, boring day.
PAY is coming soooooooooooooooooooon!
I need to buy many many things, going broke soon.
Need to chiong my work from dec onwards, ohmy :/
List of things I need to buy :

School shoes
Watch
Shorts
Phone cable ( my brother lost it -.- )

And I am asking AIREN, BEANIEBABY & FISHBALL along ^^
Outing with them again!! :D

Going off now;
Need to help fishball with her school thingy.
Bye peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

2009-10-31T01:43:00.002+08:00

Heartbeat increasing every moment when I am with you

I am back to blog!
Look at the time right now;
I should be sleeping now, but I am still blogging while I am folding clothes :S
Been busy for this whole month
Having practical test and theory test.
Arrrrggggghhhhh, I left with 2 damn practical test :/
And Love's going overseas for 5 days, ohmy):
I will miss him like mad woman, Lmao

Going to sleep soonn:)
Going to fishball's house tomorrow!
Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-10-20T17:40:00.002+08:00

302th Post :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE♥
Finally one year older already.
May all your wishes come true!
& Enjoy your day today.
因为有你,我才能体会到幸福.

2009-10-17T15:46:00.002+08:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI PEOPLE :D

I am in the clinic currently :)
The clinic is so so so quiet currently.
Got to wait till 9.30pm then I can go home :(
Aunt and family went out to have steamboat and they will be watching a movie tonight, so unfair ><
Here I am working, they are out there having fun.
Tomorrow will be going down to sentosa to celebrate Terence's belated birthday.
OMYTIAN, I don't want to get sun burn :X
I don't want to be so tan already.
But I am really bored now ! :(

2009-10-16T13:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 8TEEN BIRTHDAY SPECIAL FRIEND. :)
May all your wishes come true.
& Enjoy your day today! :D
See you this coming Sunday.

2009-10-15T15:13:00.002+08:00

Happy 2 months ♥
因为有你,我才能体会到幸福.

Off to work now,
Bye people :D

2009-10-14T22:55:00.003+08:00

Less than 2 hours to our 2nd month;
But I don't feel happy at all.
I feeling so moody and I don't even feel like talking to anyone.
Why must it turn out this way?
I simply couldn't understand you at times.
Why are you so hard to understand?
Waiting for your call means like I am waiting for the raindrops to fall from the sky.
Sigh, even if I told you all this, you would just say SORRY.
Sorry wasn't the word I want to hear everytime.
Do you get it?

2009-10-13T23:12:00.002+08:00

& today marks the day when my dog has leave me for one week.
This whole week, I totally couldn't get her off my mind.
Sigh, I am use to having her for about 2-3 years already.
And a jab took her away less then 5 secs.
Ohmy, till now I still couldn't believe that she left us.
I miss her so so so so so so much.
Without her, I feel so super duper weird.
Don't have to bring her down for a walk before I sleep anymore.
I hope Ruby is having a good life in the nether world, not suffering anymore.
Ruby, I truly miss you, my dearest dog :)
I swear I won't forget the memories that you and I have together!

2009-10-13T20:03:00.000+08:00

Tagboard is back :)
Do tag to keep it alive!

2009-10-12T21:15:00.002+08:00

Before I go to sleep;
I just want to post my class photo here.
& to tell you tagboard will be back this week! :)
So people do tag, tyvm!
Of course, no spamming please!

This class photo was taken before school holidays.
And we receive it today.
Scan into my computer and upload it in Facebook :)
Job Done, what a good treasurer I am :X

Okays, I need to sleep nooooooooooooooooooow!
Cause I am very shag as school reopens today.
Going down to hougang mall tomorrow to make my new ezlink card. -.-
Waste of time and money. :(
& Now I need to dig out one passport size photo of mine!!

So Bye readers :)

I love RLJJ :) ♥

2009-10-12T17:57:00.001+08:00

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2009-10-09T01:45:00.000+08:00

Took this quiz in faceboooooooooooooooooooook.
It seems quite thuth :D

Cancer Strength Keywords:

- Loyalty
- Dependable
- Caring
- Adaptable
- Responsive

Cancer Weakness Keywords:

- Moody
- Clingy
- Self-pitying
- Oversensitive
- Self-absorbed

Cancer and Independence:

Cancer is the astrology sign that is packed full of contradictions so when it comes to independence, they possibly can or can not be independent. On one side, they have the perseverance and drive to do what needs to be done, they are self-sufficient and do not need to depend on other people for the material and physical things in life. On the other hand, they depend on people for emotional support and encouragement. A Cancer that is not fully self-actualized will need the constant support of others and will not be very independent but the Cancer that is 'evolved' and has properly harnessed their emotional issues will be wildly successful as an independent human being. They crave attention and comfort from other people and they are happiest when they have a small, close knit group of friends or family.

Cancer and Friendship:

Cancer is extremely loyal to those who appreciate and support them, they are the nurturer of the zodiac and will protect and cherish the person for a long time. One of the greatest things about Cancer is their ability to make others feel good about themselves and loved. This is because instead of doing this for themselves, they project this onto other people. This is a positive cycle because in making others feel nurtured, wanted and loved, they in return feel good for making someone feel good. Other people can lean on and depend on cancer, they will listen to people's problems and help them however they will rarely express their own deep feelings to anyone. People who want to share deep emotional thoughts and opinions with a Cancer might feel that the scales are tipped on one side for cancer will rarely reveal it's true deep feelings. A friend of Cancer is usually a lifelong devoted friend that can be trusted.

Cancer and Business:

Once cancer resolved their emotional issues such as shyness and insecurity, the powerful character will shine though, there is practically nothing they can't do. They have incredible perseverance and will stand up for what they believe in. With their strong intuition, sensitivity, powers of observation and intelligence, they will have great success in anything they undertake. They are excellent business people and investors because of their intuitive and psychic ability and their creative forward thinking mind, they are able to predict future trends. They attract wealth very well and know where to invest. Money and financial well being is very important to Cancer and this can help their drive in business. They need financial security and if they allow themselves to properly focus their energy and do not allow their emotions to over take them, they are more then capable of obtaining their financial goals and being incredibly successful business people.

Cancer Temperament:

They are complex, fragile, unpredictable and temperamental and need constant support and encouragement, more then any other astrology signs, Cancer needs to be needed. Even when all needs are satisfied, they can be irritable and cranky. They have an uneasy, delicate temperament. The contradictory nature of Cancer gives their temperament the wild mood swings and possible temper tantrums. They are easily offended and will sulk and wallow in self pity for a long time when they get hurt.

Cancer Deep Inside:

It is difficult for cancer to open up and have a close emotionally fulfilled relationship with someone because they are so closed off emotionally and physically to the world. This is driven by their fear of trust, Cancer has a difficult time trusting people. This causes built up anger and resentment inside, the contradictory nature really takes a toll on them and they can have a negative outlook on life, thinking that life is just too hard and miserable. This is unfortunate because when good experiences are to be had, they are skeptical of people and their surroundings and they experience tunnel vision due to their depressed outlook and they miss the nice things and happy experiences in life that make it worth living. In addition to lack of trust for people, Cancer is deeply sensitive and easily hurt, this is other reason why they have their defense shell in place, to avoid being hurt by others. Cancer lives in the past. They hold past events close to them and often dwell on the past. They have to learn to let go and live in the present instead of spending their time being sick with nostalgia. Cancer has a lot of emotional issues to deal with but once they overcome this large hump of shyness and insecurity, there is practically nothing they can't do. With their strong intuition, sensitivity, powers of observation and intelligence, they will have great success in anything they undertake. Cancer is constantly feeling, feelings and emotions are hallmarks of this sign and this is the root of their problems, human beings are not as evolved in the emotional area and this is where cancer gets the brunt of their problems. They are the ones who have to cope with their strong feelings more so then any other sign. Once properly harnessed, there is nothing that is this powerful astrology sign can not accomplish. Harmony is very important to Cancer, it keeps them happy. Conflict of any kind causes great distress. Deep inside, Cancer is a very powerful sign, they have the ability to stand up for what they think is right and they have lots of perseverance and can be fine on their own provided they don't let their emotions get the better of them and have the stability they need. They are not fond of change but they have the ability to do what needs to be done, they are not pushovers or lazy people.

Cancer in a Nutshell:

Cancer is a mysterious sign, filled with contradictions. They want security and comfort yet seek new adventure. They are very helpful to others yet sometimes can be cranky and indifferent. Cancer has a driving, forceful personality that can be easily hidden beneath a calm, and cool exterior. The crab is Cancer's ruling animal and it suits them well, they can come out of their shell and fight but they can also hide in their shell of skitter away back into the depths of the ocean. They are very unpredictable. With cancer, there is always something more that meets the eye, for they are always partially hidden behind the shell. They are a have a deep psyche and intuitive mind that is hidden from the world. Cancer is deeply sensitive and easily hurt, this might be why they have their defense shell in place, to avoids being hurt by others. They are nurturers so they surround themselves with people, whom after a while can offend or hurt a cancer without even knowing they did so, therefore Cancer's protective shell keeps them safe from hurt. They are complex, fragile, unpredictable and temperamental and need constant support and encouragement, more then any other astrology signs, Cancer needs to be needed. When cancer gets the support it needs, it has a tremendous amount to offer in return. When cancer gets offended, they tend to sulk instead of confronting the persons face to face. This needlessly prolongs the pain and suffering. Cancer is very possessive, not just with material possessions but with people as well. Cancer will always want to stay in touch with old friends and anyone who has ever been close to them, because it is easier to maintain a friendship then attempt to learn to trust a new person. It is easier this way for them emotionally. If you befriend a Cancer, you will stay friends for a long time. Cancer makes the perfect mother, this is the sign that represents motherhood. They have unconditional love and caring more so then any other astrology sign. Cancer are very intuitive. Most of the psychics of the world are Cancer astrology signs. They have an excellent memory and are very observant and can read people very well. They can usually tell of other people's intentions are good or not. Never dupe a Cancer, they can see your motives. Cancer has a lot of emotional issues to deal with but once they overcome this large hump of shyness and insecurity, there is practically nothing they can't do. With their strong intuition, sensitivity, powers of observation and intelligence, they will have great success in anything they undertake.

Go try it out alright? :D

Night people :)

2009-10-07T00:20:00.003+08:00

SOLO POST FOR MY VERY VERY BEST FRIEND AGAIN : TERENCEHAN!

I know everything that happens now seems so weird to you.
You don't understand why they did that to you.
You don't understand why they turn their back against you.
You feel that you don't understand them anymore.
You feel that you are useless and whatso ever shty!

But I just want to tell you : WAKE UP LUHS!
So what they did that to you?
So what they turn their back against you?
WHAT IS THE BIG FUCK OVER THEM?

Friends come and go, you should know that since the beginning.
Nobody can be your best friend forever!
Years pass and of course feelings fade.
But it doesn't mean your WORLD is over.

You live for yourself, not for your friends neither for your family members!
UNDERSTAND????!!!!!!??????
So what they are your close friends?
Doesn't mean best friend will stay faithful to you.
Doesn't mean best friend wouldn't backstab you right?

But the most important thing is how you face the fact.
Doesn't mean they backstab you because you are so bad.
Let them do whatever they want.
Karma will always get back to them.
Whatever they are doing, heaven is watching, GET IT?
Does their comments really reflect on you?
Prove to them it doesn't and hack care.
You are TerenceHan okays?
Doesn't mean whatever people say, you are the person that they are saying.

I feel that you have change.
No more self confidence, no more self-esteem, everything gone.
Where has the optimistic TerenceHan gone to?
I really cannot understand you now.
In the past, you were the one who cheer me up, asking me to be more optimistic.
But now it seems you change.
What happen man ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

TerenceHan, Listen up:

Your close friends may backstab you, but I will not.
They may turn their back against you, But I will not.
So even if everyone leaves you, I will not.
Cause I know that you are really a good good friend.
I know you will not abandon friends when they are in deep trouble.
I know you will help out everyone.
I know you will cheer people up.

So dont let those fucking comments make you feel so pessimistic.
Just remember : YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE.
Everyone is unique and different from each other.
Do cheerup after I post this :D

2009-10-06T21:54:00.003+08:00

你快乐吗? 我好想你可是你已经离开我们的身边了
谢谢你一直陪在我们的身边.
我知道你过的很辛苦, 可能这样比较好.
希望你在天堂会很快乐.

RIP RUBY
thanks for been by my side all these years.
We are so sorry to do that to you.
But maybe putting you to sleep will be a better choice for you.
Your sufferings are over and you are free now.
Thanks for all the memories you gave me.
Last hug for you today was so nice.
I guess you will miss us and we will miss you too.
Bye Ruby *wave hands & kisses to you.

2009-10-05T20:53:00.002+08:00

God,
You do answer prayers right?
I just want to nothing else currently, except that my dog will not leave us.
I know it is a torture to see her suffering in silence;
But I couldn't bear to put her to sleep at all.
She been with us for like 2-3 years already.
She is already a kin to me.
Sometimes when I has no mood, I will just hug her.
Hugging her give me warmth and comfort.
Sometimes I even talk to her, I know it is silly to tell a dog.
But she just sit there and listen to me, how I rant.
At times, when I feel so piss off, I would vent my anger on her by scolding her.
Yet, she just look at me with her innocent eyes.
When I heard she has cancer, I was so stun.
But at that time, her cancer cells didn't spread.
I know she is in pain, pain till sometimes she didn't have the strength to walk.
& Today, my sister ask us whether to put her to sleep or let her do the operation.
Even if the operation is successful, maybe the cancer cells will come back again.
What should we do?
Put Ruby to sleep? I couldn't bear to see her go.
But I know putting her to sleep will ease her pain.
I couldn't hug her if she is gone.
I couldn't talk to her if she is gone.
I couldn't play hide & seek with her on our way home if she is gone.
I will miss her barking.
I will miss her innocent eyes.
I will miss her warmth body.
I will be at loss if she is really gone.
Oh dear, can anyone tell me what to do?

2009-10-04T22:14:00.003+08:00

Something about us;
Doesn't seems right these days.

Someone told me to blog this :
I LOVE MR.LEE :)

Start to blog now.

Meet up with Airen & DamienLim yesterday.
Went to JP kopitiam to have Pepper Lunch.
Ate salmon pepper lunch, I just love salmon so much.
School going to start and I am going to have salmon once school start :D
Then went to lan shop to play audition, been so long since I last play.
I still haven't download Audition, got no time to download.
Then someone was so so so mooooooooooooody lol.
& I was late for work yesterday, about 15 mins
Work was so tiring cause got many checkup -.-
Went home quite late yesterday cause the machine has no ink to print out the thing. -.-
And reach home around 11 plus , bathe, use the computer and sleep :)

I am going to graduate next year;
But I lost currently -.-
Carry on to higher nitec or go out and work to gain experience?
Or maybe study private? Like MDIS?
But private school don't have the course I want.
I need somebody's advice.
Or else I don't know what should I do.
OHHHHHHHHMYYYYYYTIANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN ):

Finish blogging :)

2009-10-03T23:49:00.008+08:00

I am here to wish everyone a Belated Happy mooncake festival!
I bet all of you have fun right? :D
But for me, I didn't celebrate cause I am working.
Miss out all the fun today. ):
Just reach home not long ago. -.-

I still left with 1 weeeeeeeeeeeeeek of holidays!
I need to start on my assignment already!!
Need to study for the whole week, going to be a bookworm again!

Off to sleep now,
Cause I am working tomorrow, Poor thing right? :X

Good Night Readers (as if I have readers here)

2009-10-02T00:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO JASLYN :)
Hope you love the cake we bought for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!

Sigh,
Feeling so so so moooooooooooooooooooddddddddddddddddddyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
I don't know what happen to me recently.
Speechless & have no mood to blog @ times.
Clinging on you was't the solution;
Maybe letting go is the solution.

2009-09-30T17:27:00.002+08:00

Change my blogskin :)
Still got abit to touch up.
Left with 1 one week of holidays.
Days seems to pass so fast, Sigh*
I haven't do my assignment and still left with PM2 project.
Once school reopen, there will be 2 test. -.-
My holidays is not holidays.
Got to mug mug mug for 3 weeks.
So tiring can? Work and Study :X
arrrggghhhh , I want time to pass slowly lehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
Pay is coming, woooohoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo! :)

And Grats to Pearl on the arrival of Phelove, will visit you soon! :D

Last Post for Sep :)
Looking forward to October!

2009-09-28T21:03:00.003+08:00

WHYWHYWHY ?

Why do I sense jealousy at times?
Why do I feel insecure everytime?
Why do I always have the negative thoughts?
Why everything that happen to me seems like a fairytale?
Why didn't I have the courage to meet you?
Why does our distance seems close and yet so far at times?
Why hearing your voice at times make me realise many many things?
Why did all these things happen at the same time?
Seriously if one day, a better girl come along;
I will let you go.
Cause loving someone is to see that he/she is happy.

Should I or Should I not ?

Sigh :)

2009-09-26T00:16:00.004+08:00

Need to say a big big THANK YOU to my Airen :D
She came to find me today before work;
And we had our dinner at my clinic.
Airen, you should be HAPPY liao lehhhhs.
& took 2 pictures with her before she went off.

Post For Her Is Done.

&& OMFG , I LOST MY EZ LINK CARD AGAIN !!
I couldn't find it in my bag and I went to hougang interchange to ask.
The person was so funny , ask him for my student's ezlink card.
He show me all the primary school ez link card.
But I didn't see my ezlink card, Arrrgggghhhhh.
Hope there will be someone who is kind enough to return my card to SBS transit!!

I meet two people who freak me out when I came home today!

First Person : An old uncle in the mrt.
I think he is kinda of crazy.
Speak to people when he don't even know them.
& when the seat beside me is empty, he shift until he is beside me.
He kept looking at me, and he seems like he want to talk to me.
I was totally freak out, and I dial Terence but he didn't pick up.
& thank god, Airen save me ^^ , thanks.
I was so heng lols or else I don't know what should I do.

Second Person : Young Boy in the bus ( think he is older then me by 2 or 3 years old )
He was too tired and doze off in the bus.
But he keep on swaying here and there.
& he nearly lean on me -.-
I hate this kind of people :X , I don't know why :X
Sorry if I offended anyone , but I really hate people dozing off and kept on falling onto me.

Wonder whether today is an unlucky day for me?
Meet weird people that freak me out.
& Lost my ezlink card, wthell -.-

Too tired to type out already.
I will blog tomorrow about someone :D

GoodBye
With Loves :)

2009-09-24T00:40:00.003+08:00

The key to my heart, I guess you have it already.

I am here to say I have remove my tagboard :D
Will not put it back so soon.
Ahahahas , in the mean time,
If anyone want me to relink, leave an offline msg in msn :)

I am damn bored, nothing to do right now.
Everyone is sleeping while I am wide awake, wtf!
Waiting for Mr.L's call btw, arrrggggghhhh.
He is a slow poke , lalalalalas~~

Blog tomorrow or friday :D
Good Night!
With Loves.

2009-09-19T14:19:00.002+08:00

If I could find Another You;
Wouldn't it be more perfect?

Went to read my previous post.
Somehow I click to Feb'09 archives.
I couldn't control myself for not reading the post. Sigh*
Guess I couldn't really forget everything.
I am lying to myself, pretending that everything is over.
But why when I read the post, all my feelings are back?
I couldn't understand at all.
We really fade alot since that incident.
Was it worth it?

Speechless at this moment.

2009-09-15T15:40:00.002+08:00

& today marks the day of a month with you.
With you, sometimes I felt insecure.
Don't ask me why, it is just one of my feelings.
But yet, I told myself to trust you despite any misunderstanding we have.
We both have a small tiff with each other recently.
But I guess this is the way to let the both of us understand each other better.
Everything is fine between us now.
I just hope nothing will happen to the both of us anymore.
I don't know how long we will last;
But let us treasure with each passing day.
& with 8 letters, 3 words;
I will end this post for you.
I Love You

2009-09-13T00:04:00.002+08:00

Will blog ASAP
Airen been asking me to blog blog blog.
But I am plain lazy can ?
Just back from orchard :DD
Went out with Melanie, Damien & Terence.
We did take some pictures but most of the pictures are from Terence's phone.
His phone is the best okays?
He keep saying my camera and handphone camera CMI.
I am dead tired now, will blog real sooooooooooooooooooooon!
Tags will be reply soon toooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!

Bye readers !
Love you :)

& 2 more days to a month with Mr.L :)

2009-09-06T19:35:00.003+08:00

CURRENTLY FEEL SO PISS OFF .

I JUST CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHY DOES PEOPLE TEND TO LOOK DOWN ON ITE STUDENTS? JUST BECAUSE THEY ARE IN ITE MEANS THEY ARE A DISGRACE TO THE SOCIETY? THEY ARE HUMANS TOO RIGHT? BEEN IN ITE DOESN'T MEAN A DISGRACE RIGHT? BUT I THINK THE WORLD OUTSIDE SERIOUSLY LOOK DOWN ON THOSE STUDENTS THAT WENT TO ITE TO STUDY EVEN THOUGH THEY KEEP SAYING NO. BUT ITE STUDENTS COULD ALSO GO INTO POLY BUT IT ONLY TAKES A LONGER TIME ONLY. DOES ITE REALLY REFLECTS SO BADLY ON US? WHY IT SEEMS LIKE ONLY HUMAN ONLY ACCEPT POLY AND JC STUDENTS? I CANNOT UNDERSTAND WHAT IS ON THEIR MIND. EVEN MY OWN FAMILY MEMBERS OR RELATIVES FEEL THAT I AM A DISGRACE TO THE FAMILY. THEY SAY IT ALRIGHTS BUT I KNOW WHAT THEY ARE THINKING. BLAME ME IF YOU WANT FOR NOT STUDYING HARD ENOUGH TO GO O LVL, BUT DO YOU THINK EVEN I PROMOTE TO SEC 5, WHERE WILL I END UP IF I NEVER STUDY VERY VERY WELL? IT WILL BE ITE RIGHT? THEN YOU WILL ALL START TO BLAME ME AGAIN, WTFCUK, YOU THINK IT IS VERY FUN STUDYING? WHY NOT YOU ALL GO AND STUDY? I JUST REALISE WHERE I LOSE MY CONFIDENCE TOO, IT IS TO MY FAMILY AND MY RELATIVES. NO SUPPORT AT ALL, JUST KEEP SAYING ITE IS NOT GOOD OR WHAT SO EVER SHIT, STOP SAYING ALL THAT CAN? STOP COMPARING ME WITH MY COUSIN, SHE IS CLEVER AND I AM STUPID OKAYS? I HATE BEEN COMPARE TO HER OR OTHERS. I AM WHO I AM, WHY COMPARE ME WITH OTHER PEOPLE. I KNOW JOLLY WELL NOBODY LOOKS UP TO ITE STUDENTS AT ALL, EVEN POLY STUDENTS WILL STUN AT ITE STUDENTS. BUT I THINK THAT IT IS VERY UNFAIR THAT PEOPLE LIKE TO COMPLIMENT POLY AND JC STUDENTS BUT NOT US. SINCE YOUNG I HAVE BEEN COMPARE TO MY COUSIN, YAH, SHE IS GREAT WHILE I AM VERY BAD OKAYS? SERIOUSLY I AM DISAPPOINTED IN EVERYONE. BUT WHO CAN I RANT TO? NOT THEM ANYMORE, I AM GOING TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT VERY TIGHTLY. I AM NOT GOING TO TELL ANYONE OF YOU MY PROGRESS. NOBODY KNOWS MY TRUE FEELINGS BEEN IN ITE AT ALL. NOBODY BOTHER TO US, ONLY CARE ABOUT MY GRADE AND ASK ME WHETHER I CAN GO POLY AFTER MY NITEC YEARS, WTFCUK! I AM SUPER DUPER PISS OFF RIGHT NOW !

2009-09-01T20:57:00.011+08:00

It is FATE that bought us together;
Will you treasure?

Dear diary,
I am here to blog, rant , blog and rant :D
Pictures are finally uploaded (:
Phone getting more and more pictures, ahahas!
Let me recollect alright?
Janine has a very very bad memory.

31 August 2009;

Happy Bird-day Ms.Pang Zhi Hui :D
I did post for you, solo siol :D
Teeheees :D

30 August 2009;

Happy 15th Bird-day to MANDY :)

Plurk in the afternoon
Then sweep and mop the floor
Bathe and prepare
Bus to downtown east
Reach there around 7 plus
Ask QPG to meet me at the entrance (:
Then saw her babylove and her friends
Ate 5-6 satay sticks, 2 chicken wing and a bowl of mee fen.
Then took some pictures and went home.
& I declare Mr.L is a PIG!

Outing with Melanie airen, GeokShan fishball, Clara beaniebaby.

Outing with my Girlfriends
Skip PE lesson :X
Went to find fishball
Then train-ed to Bugis
Wait for Melanie and Clara as they are late
Ate pastamina for lunch
Went to the toilet and camwhore
And went home after that

This pictures are taken during PPE lesoon.
Was getting super duper bored.
Zilian der me and TT :D

My face seems pale cause I was sick D:

Finally blogged finish :D
Teeheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

2009-08-31T15:10:00.002+08:00

You ought to know how much I love you.

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY PANGZHIHUI :D

Hope you like the small cake and card I make for you (:
You're offically 8teen right now, I know you are very very happy.
Do enjoy your day today alrights?
Stop punching or di-siaoing me liao,
Cause I am not your human punching bag, Lmao!
Anyway, be happy luhs :D
See ya in school on wednesday :)
Love&Miss

2009-08-30T14:44:00.002+08:00

Phew, my blogger is back to normal.
I thought something went wrong. -.-
&& I got so many upcoming outings real soon.

Let me think uh;
1. Meet Mr L
2. Outing with TerenceHan, MelanieAng,DamienLim&Yuting.
3. Outing with Melanie& Damien to IT show is Sep.
4. Outing with GeokShan, Clara & Melanie again.

See, my schedule is so so pack luhs :D
I need to plan my time.
& Pay is coming, I can buy my hard disk liao leyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!
Been waiting for this moment, roll eyes*

Upload some new songs into my blog.
Do enjoy okays?
& lastly tag before leaving or else .........................

Will blog another day;
So readers, please miss me :D
& I want more readers :D

2009-08-23T17:36:00.006+08:00

Promise is just purely a promise?

Blogging time again :D
I am so so busy with school stuffs and working, Lmao.
Anyone miss me? :O
I need to reply my tags today (:

Oh well, I think I going to write an emotional post (:

Just wanted to say somethings which I never wanted to say out.
But I guess I should write here instead;
Why should I fear them when I am not in their control already.
Friends were puzzled why I wasn't so close to my secondary school friends.
Well, it is a long long story.
Perhaps, this story of mine is a true experience, Lmao.

I was very very rebellious during my secondary school time.
Refusing to listen to my mother and relatives.
Thinking that they are really a good bunch of friends;
They will stand by me no matter what happen.
Oh, but that was all crap in the end.
They just hate me because of a reason;
Cause my aunt ask them to pay me my uncle's money.
Guess the amount that my uncle help to paid for OUR chalet.
And I mean OUR means we are the one who want to open it.
The amount is $400 plus , to them, they don't bother.
But through this lesson, I know they're using me at all.
Treating me as their slave or dogs? I guess so.
Hmmmm, end up they hate me to the core.
At that point of time, I don't really feel like going to school.
But I guess I need to get use to them hating me.
So I am in the cliques alone, & I retreat myself.
Hence I lost confidence in friends.
I guess part of it I should blame myself;
I should listen to my parents and relatives.
I just want to say I regret been with them for 2 years.
But now it is all in the past.
I must learn to look forward and forget about the past, isn't it so? :D

I guess everyone will make mistake;
The most important thing is that he/she learn from and accept it.
No point pointing fingers to others,
Cause each problem need to take two hands to clap.
You can't expect one hand can create a problem right?
Unless the person is super super bitchy or bastard. :X
Why must you blame on someone when you're at fault too?
Does every human need to make people suffer till they die then they are happy?
Go around saying that people's friends won't last long?
LOL , I guess you lack confidence in herself, cursing people.
Karma will always befall on the evil evil people.

Promise are just only promises.
Mr.L say he wouldn't promise me anything.
Cause he is afraid he couldn't fulfill.
Actually, was quite sad when I heard that.
But Clara told me that maybe it will be better.
So I wouldn't be so disappointed as there is no promise make to me.
Hmmmm, was really thinking.
I don't have any sense of insecurity at all;
& I told him but he ask me don't think too much(:
I will try and think positive alright?

It been 9 days already :D
Time really pass so fast :D

Rahhhh , nothing to rant anymore :X
Got to reply my tags (;

Joanna's: Cupcake , mandy got call you go her bdae ? You gg ?
J.anine : Should be going, you ?

Joanna<3: Hello cupcake , meet up real soon. I dontwanna drift w you okay ): Love you plenty
J.anine : Cupcake, we won't drift apart okays ? I promise you :D

jasmineeeeeeeeeeeeeee: yoyo !! tag tag
J.anine : HONEYPIE :D

Joanna : Hello cupcake ! Happy 1 year 4months you alway
J.anine : HAPPY 1 YEAR 4MONTHS TOO <3 class="pn_std">LIFANG: xinggan got bf ? nice blog you haveee
J.anine : thanks wor :D

Melaniee: wahs. airen got bf bo update me sehs ? ehhhs. no wonder nowadays won't contact me lehs. tsk tsk!
J.anine : Meet Up soon , update you :D

zhiiyong: blog die le oh? haha
J.anine : Nah, lazy blog :D

william: ps i don't tag often.it's cos i can't use computer much.
J.anine : its okays

Cybil: Haha! Forensic Heroes II is a damn nice show! Haha, Awesome show to the max ;D
J.anine : YEAH, agree :D

Jasmine : babe ! link me up ! haas
J.anine : Link :)

ZhiYong : hihi! i come tag tag u le! Don't delete ur tag board ah:D
J.anine : Okays.

Joanna : Hello cupcake , you . seeyou soon!
J.anine : Cupcake , love you too :D

Jasmine Lee: LOVER !
J.anine : (:

Done